Excerpt
Chapter 2
Darien
Hawkesworth stood with his back to the huge doors.
Looking about the beautiful room, he realized he’d forgotten how
welcoming the place was. The last time he was here, the day of his
wedding, he’d been so angry he wouldn’t have noticed if the place had
been on fire.
The sunbeams
played on the crystals, giving the room an enchanted look. He saw
someone in the floor and moved forward, his footsteps muffled by the
thick rug. At first glance he’d thought it to be a young boy. Tan
breeches and white shirt were not the usual attire for a maid. But then
she raised herself and sat back on her heels while she dunked the brush
in the pail of water. With the back of her left hand she pushed a stray
curl from her face and resumed her position on her hands and knees,
scrubbing fiercely.
Darien stopped
abruptly at the edge of the rug as she’d sat back. He was shocked. All
that glorious hair pinned up, well, most of it was pinned up anyway,
could not belong to any boy. He’d watched as she’d pushed the lock of
hair from her face and he followed the line of her body. No. Those
curves, that tiny little waist - they do not belong to a boy, he thought
to himself as he began moving slowly forward. He watched the sway of
that perfectly shaped little bottom. How could I have mistaken
that for a boy?
He stopped
again when he was just a few feet away from her and waited to see if she
would realize she was no longer alone. Still he watched the sway of her
bottom, back and forth. Damn. He wanted her and he hadn’t even seen
her face yet! She continued her scrubbing, ignoring his presence until
he couldn’t stand it any more. Her perfect little bottom swaying back
and forth like that was driving him mad. His pants were getting
tighter. Slowly he circled to her side. Still he couldn’t see her
face. Several of those magnificent golden-red curls had fallen forward
to hide all but a hint of her profile. Again his eyes followed the line
of her body. The sun shining through the windows filtered through the
fabric of her white shirt revealing the shape of the unbound breasts
beneath it. He could just see the shadowed outline of the side of one
of them, round and full. And was that the tip of her nipple there?
Sweet Mother! He had to see her face.
Stifling a
groan of discomfort as his pants had impossibly grown even tighter; he
cleared his throat to get her attention. Startled, she looked up
quickly, her eyes wide and a soft “Oh” escaped her lips.
Beautiful. An
angel. Her cheeks were flushed from her
exertions and several ringlets had fallen to frame her face. Those
eyes. Green. And those lips. Her lips were full and cherry red and
shaped by that little “Oh” she had whispered, they were just begging to
be kissed.
Angelina was
shocked to see him. He was as tall as she remembered, but his shoulders
seemed wider, stronger. His hair was a bit longer and the wavy little
half curls hung just to the edge of his collar almost brushing those
broad shoulders. Though his eyes were still stormy gray, they did not
hold the scornful glare of her memories. His eyes held a much different
message this time and she was suddenly very uncomfortable with this man
towering above her.
“My lord,” she
said softly as she stood. Too late she realized that she still had the
brush in her hand and she turned slightly to drop it with a splash into
the pail. Darien watched as the water splattered her breeches and she
wiped her hand on her hip. Angelina looked at him curiously when she
realized his attention was on her hand instead of her face.
“My lord, you
did not send word that you were coming,” she said soft and low. She was
quite unsettled to have been taken by surprise. Damn him.
“You know who
I am then?” His astonishment was evident.
“Of course,
Lord Fennimore. You have not changed that much since last I saw you,”
she replied, just a bit miffed that he did not think she would recognize
her own husband.
He raised his
brow and moved a little closer to her. “I am sorry.” His grin could
only be described as wicked. “I do not recall a woman like you being
here before.”
His voice was
a deep baritone, much deeper than she remembered, but then he’d never
really spoken to her. She only remembered bits and pieces of him
reciting his vows through gritted teeth. “My lord?” Was he teasing
her? He didn’t remember a woman… “Oh! I suppose I was much younger
then,” she said looking away shyly as color rose to her cheeks. I never
blush, damn it. I must not let him do this to me. He is only a man,
after all. And Angelina certainly knew how to handle men.
Straightening her shoulders she returned her gaze to his face and looked
him squarely in the eye.
“Indeed.” His
expression softened and he smiled at her. “I brought this for your
mistress,” he said as he brought his left hand forward. In it he held a
beautiful porcelain doll she noticed for the first time.
“My…mistress?”
“The little
countess.” He chuckled.
The countess?
The countess? He really does not recognize me! “I see,” she replied
when she realized he waiting for a response.
“Do you know
where she is?” he asked softly and moved even closer.
“I… well, that
is…” she heard herself stammer. He was too close. He stood only about a foot away from her and she had to tilt her head
back to look at him.
“What’s the
matter, pet? Cat got your tongue?” he asked, chuckling again. She
frowned at him. “Do all of the servants here wear breeches?” he asked
as he boldly raked her top to bottom then returned his gaze to her face.
“No,” she said
flatly and stiffened, his brazen assessment irritating her. He leaned
forward until his face was only inches from hers and softly inquired,
“Are they all as beautiful as you?”
Beautiful?
What? He’d done it again. Blushing for the second time, she stepped
back and looked at the floor. “You think me beautiful, my lord?” Whose
voice was this? It could not be her own. She sounded like a squeaky
little mouse.
At this his
usual chuckle became a full laugh. He reached up to finger one of the
curls at the side of her face and returned, “Hair the color of a sunset,
eyes as green as the finest emeralds… Surely you have been told so
before.”
“Not by you,
my lord.” There it was again. That little squeak. She had to get
control of herself. Why was her heart fluttering so?
To anyone
listening, her response likely sounded coquettish and playful, but
Angelina was truly dumbfounded. Her insecurities had mounted these past
few years; always wondering why her husband did not want her. He
stepped forward again, closing the space she had put between them. His
hand released the curl, he brushed her cheek with the back of his
fingers. When she didn’t look up at him, he moved his index finger
under her chin and lifted her face to him. She was trapped by his gaze.
Her breath
caught and a feeling of panic assailed her. What is wrong with
me?
How can he steal my voice with a look? How can he stop my breathing
with a touch? She wondered. I must get control of myself. She scolded
herself again.
Leaning
forward until she could feel his breath on her face, he whispered,
“Share my bed tonight.”